I Was Abducted From My SELF in 2025

I Was Abducted From My SELF in 2025

As I awoke this morning from a dream, just days before my 82nd birthday, I was acutely aware that I have been in a near-trance this whole year of being 81. How did this happen to me? The answer was very clear in my dream.  In the dream I was in a yoga class, trying to...
Knock, Knock. Is Anybody Home?

Knock, Knock. Is Anybody Home?

When you are a long-term cancer thrivor who has lived through every possible treatment option, multiple recurrences, disappointments, painful, debilitating side effects from treatments, you can begin to wonder if there is a Self still living inside your body. For the...
God Saved Me, Again

God Saved Me, Again

When I returned to Santa Monica in September, after 2 months in Santa Fe, I had weakness and numbness in my right hand, wrist, forearm and upper arm. I was unable to type on my computer. I went to UCLA Urgent Care and they had me admitted to the Emergency Room. The...
A Very Important Day For Me

A Very Important Day For Me

A Very Important Day For Me When I was first told by my Radiation Oncologist that he ordered 10 consecutive business days of radiation to my umbilicus, I thought it was a grim, impossible task. In five years as a Pancreatic cancer patient, I never had radiation. This...
Life Transitions

Life Transitions

An Article/Video About Life Transitions This is little 3 month old Lakota Joy the first week we adopted him. The Vet said his feet couldn’t touch the sidewalk until he was vaccinated, but he was still too young. I was dying to take him on our public sidewalk, to...
Welcome To Santa Fe Indian Market

Welcome To Santa Fe Indian Market

Welcome To Santa Fe Indian Market I have been coming to Indian Market for over 30 years. My husband and I first came on our honeymoon. Each time, I go early in the morning on the first day and am like an excited child who can barely contain herself. Over the years, I...
Have Faith in Your Body’s Healing

Have Faith in Your Body’s Healing

From the moment of diagnosis, it’s crucial to recognize the power within yourself. Our bodies have an incredible capacity to rejuvenate, repair, and heal. Embrace faith in your ability to overcome treatment and live the life you envision. Strengthening this belief...
My “Return to The Land of the Living”

My “Return to The Land of the Living”

This post and video represent one of the darkest periods in my 4-year-8-months journey with Pancreatic cancer. It occurred during the months of April, May and June 2025.It documents my slow slide into depression and almost immobilization – and the reasons this...